Jealousy and Self-Perception
HostWhen did you last feel truly jealous of someone close?
Mohammed HijabThe problem with having a very overconfident personality type...
HostMhm.
Mohammed Hijab...is like [laughter] you don't feel jealous that much. Yeah. But I can probably think, I'm trying to think of when I see, for example, a lot of my training partners...
HostYeah.
Mohammed Hijab...in the gym and stuff like that. A lot of the younger ones.
HostYeah.
Mohammed HijabThey just, I know that I'll never reach that kind of level.
HostReally?
Mohammed HijabYeah. Yeah. This is where I feel like I wish I could have that.
HostYeah. In what way? Like, do you mean like the stamina or like...
Mohammed HijabEvery single aspect. It's every single aspect. So sometimes I'll do like Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and then I'll meet an opponent who's just so much more technical than I am. Mhm. And I know that the gap is too much to bridge.
HostYeah.
Mohammed HijabSo I think, "Oh, I wish I had that." But I won't be able to get that.